Dear Lord...

I talk to God multiple times a day... I recently discovered that keeping an open dialogue with the big man upstairs is the best way to go. Usually when I talk to God, throughout the day, it tends to be about me, or things going on in my life... but lately, there's been so much going on in this world, that it's almost been overwhelming thinking about all the things I should be talking to Him about. This world has a lot of hurt and devastation happening right now... death, sickness and natural disasters are everywhere. 

Tonight, God, I want to ask you to bring peace, comfort and strength to everyone who have been effected by the tornado in Oklahoma. I want to ask that you keep a hand on the first responder's that have been out there since it happened, and that you hug those that are hurting. I want to ask again that you bring peace, closure and clarity to the Sobiech family, who lost Zach yesterday. 

I have people that are close to me in my life that are sick, or hurting, or need some extra love... (I don't want to put their personal information on my blog, that's not my place), but You know who they are. Please, bless them with what they need.

I have had an overwhelming feeling lately to be constantly thanking God for all of the blessings in my life. Sometimes I get upset when I feel like I'm not doing enough, or not making enough money, or that things aren't happening fast enough for me. I have to remind myself that my cup is over flowing with the blessings I have in my life. I know that God has a very specific plan for me, He's revealed it to me. I know what I'm supposed to be doing... He has been preparing my heart, I can feel it. I also know that God is tricky, and when He asks you to be patient, BOY are you going to be challenged to be patient. I just need to rely on my faith and the love I know God has for me. He is a powerful God, that I fear. I know good things are coming soon, and when they do, all the waiting will be proven worth it, and I will be ready. 

In Jesus' name. = ]

xxoo

wish.

ok. the first half of this video is just adorable, but the second half... man, the second half is something I pray God has planned for me. 

xxoo

Camila's Cure!

It's been some time since I found out that my beautiful friend Camila was diagnosed with acute myloid leukemia. For a while, I couldn't really wrap my mind around it... I mean, she's 22 and she's perfect... until I was able to see her in the hospital, visit with her, and later spend more time with her once she was home for a bit. This lady has been a dear dear friend of mine for about 4 years now and I couldn't imagine life without her. I met her doing theater here in Monterey and we became very close through the experiences (she's taught me well). 

My prayers have been going out to her daily and now my mom has been holding donor drives and recruiting as many people as possible to be her possible bone marrow donor! 

Please pray for her healing and that we find her a match. She has kept her spirits and hopes high and we are all doing the same! 

Go to  Be The Match! (that's her direct link) to sign up and hopefully be her match! Her donor needs to be between the ages of 18-44 and a bi-racial mix of Mexican and Caucasian. 

 (Below: Camila and I on a recent trip to Tahoe! My family had planned a trip while she had coincidentally planned a trip with friends at the same time, for the same side of the lake, and we were staying in cabins 2 blocks from each other! Let's just say it was a great trip!)

 (Below: Camila and I in a production of RENT that we did at MPC! She played Mimi and if you know the show you know how amazing that is! That summer changed my life!)

 (Below: Camila, Casey and I after a show!)

 (Below: Camila, me and our other great friend Tara, at a New Year's Eve celebration at a local theatre!)

 (Below: Camila, Tara and I on our weekend trip to San Francisco for Camila's 21st birthday! That was a good time, let me tell you!)

This girl is my partner in crime! I love her so much and she has taught me so much about living! I pray for her health and strength every day. I want this girl back to being healthy so she can get back to her life as it should  be... on stage, singing and dancing and reeking havoc with me whenever we can find the chance! 

I LOVE YOU CAMILA!

Team De La Llata!!

xxoo

Peace.

It's become apparent to me that I need to find peace again in my life.  

Things lately been a little ever changing, starting with graduation back in May!... and it's been really weird and hard. I've never done very well with change. Here's to focusing on simplifying and regaining my peace!

Psalm 29:11 "The Lord gives strength to his people; the Lord blesses his people with peace." 

Psalms 34:14 "...seek peace and pursue it."

"It isn't enough to talk about peace. One must believe in it. And it isn't enough to believe in it. One must work at it." -Eleanor Roosevelt 

Keep peace in your hearts. 

Happy Wednesday lovelies. 

xxoo 

I can't wait to fall in love.

This is stunning.

Do yourself a favor and watch that link..

Fair warning, you will cry. 

xxoo

love is all you need.

Today..

I'm 23!

I feel a little weird about it, but I'm excited!

It's going to be a great year. 

Peace.

John 16:33

"I have told you all this so that you may have peace in me. Here on earth you will have many trials and sorrows. But take heart, because I have overcome the world."


Matthew 6:34

"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."

Insomnia turned good..

as i sat on my couch, trying to "wind down," watching old re-runs of "teen mom," i began to talk to a friend i haven't talked to much the whole time ive been home... he is a very strong Christian, and a very good friend.. and he always keeps me in check... as i talked to him.. i heard in my head, "go to your bed and read." so i did... i went into my room and i picked up a book my mom got me for christmas called "Revitalize your Spritual Life." i cracked it open. i turned my pandora on to the "hillsong united" station (i can't do anything in complete silence, not even read).. and as i opened the front cover i said a quick prayer, "God bless this book and the words inside it, i need it.." and off i went. now let me tell you, that was what i needed... between having a talk with Ben tonight... and reading, only the preface so far, of that book, i already feel good things happening... and let me tell you i am not in any way trying to toot my own horn because let me tell you i have been struggling, but i can tell you that God is good and has been showing himself to me more and more everyday.. all i had to do was ask... i was soo nervous about my "chit chat" im going to go have with my Pastor tomorrow... but now i feel ready, God knows whats up and He knows what He's doing with me... praise GOD!



here are a few quotes that spoke to me, already!, in this new book.. enjoy. goodnight. = ]



"What do you love? I asked, "What are your passions? If you could dream big or become anything, what would it be? Let's pray together, hear from God, get a plan, and work the plan."



"Don't let fear paralyze your heart."



"...I'm growing in his grace-- with a lot of help-- to be the woman God always wanted me to be."



(my favorite) -----> "The women of God get to dance. Inside the strength of his embrace, you can become the women you always wanted to be.. the one he dreamed of when he dreamed of you.