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*wink*

xxoo

Thoughts..

I start my first big girl job on Monday. I know this is silly, but I'm a little worried about how I am going to adjust to the Mon-Fri, 9-6 schedule. It's going to be weird at first I think. ALSO leaving Victoria's Secret is a crazy idea for me. There are lots of things happening. 

Marissa and I have started running. We are both trying to get in shape but let me tell you this girl is having to drag me along. I love hate running. If I was good at it I'd like it but it's never been easy for me. I've been enjoying it so far but MAN I am SORE! 

More things about my future (the near future at least) are starting to fall into place. I have been making plans and making things happen... one step at a time, I'll make this dream real.

That is all (for now).

xxoo

wish.

ok. the first half of this video is just adorable, but the second half... man, the second half is something I pray God has planned for me. 

xxoo

OHA

I met this guy named Tom.

He's in a band called Our Hearts Alive.

They are kind of great!

Check them out.

No, but really.. check them out. ;)

xxoo

Sometimes I dream about..

Sometime I dream about... well, lots of things. Lately I've been fighting my own battle of trying to "embrace the current season of my life." By battle, I literally mean that my feelings have been going back and forth so much it's been a battle. My thoughts are so happy and know that I am doing exactly what I'm supposed to be doing but then every once and a while I get frustrated and feel like I'm not doing enough and that I'm not working hard enough... right now it's the later. *big sigh*

Sometimes I dream about falling in love. Lately I've been thinking a lot about love. Two of my closest friends are married, and it just feels like everyone is getting engaged, married or pregnant. (If only you could see what my news feed on Facebook looks like, it's overwhelming). I've been wondering when my time will come... wondering if every guy I encounter could be him, (this is a real annoyance, I can't help it), and really just who this guys will be. I have also realized that I don't really know how to let someone love me so i'm going to need let that happen.. just thoughts. 

Sometimes I dream about my future. What am I really going to end up doing?! Am I really going to work my ass off, move to New York, audition and do theatre PROFESSIONALLY and as my CAREER?? I need this to happen. I want it more than anything..

and yet,

sometimes I dream about having a family. I've always know that my #1 thing in life that I want is to fall in love, get married and have a family.. and up until a few years ago, I always thought it would happen young. That I would get married young and start a family young like my parents did, but as I've gotten older it has made more sense for that to happen later for me. I don't know when though.. when I think about going to NY and doing this thing, I can't think of when or how I would eventually add a husband and then kids to the mix of things.. so I don't know what's going to happen... it's all on God's timing anyway.

It's been awhile,

I'll be back soon.

xxoo

Legally Blonde: The Musical!

ok guys! i haven't been able to post much lately, things are a little crazy.. but i'm a part of an amazing show right now, can you guess what it is? it runs every Thur-Sun until March 3rd! go to www.pacrep.org for tickets! hope to see you there! here's some pictures to get you excited!.. 

 

Elle and Warner, "Serious."

 

Grandmaster Chad and Elle, "What You Want (Part 1)."

 

Serena (me), Admissions Officer, Elle and Pilar, "What You Want (Part 2)."

The girls of Delta Nu/Greek Chorus, "Positive!"

Elle and Emmitt, "Chip on my Shoulder."

Brooke Windham, "Whipped Into Shape."

Warner, Vivienne and Emmitt, "Whipped Into Shape."

Emmitt and Elle, "Legally Blonde."

Emmitt and Elle, "Finale!"

life.

ok... i never watch new movies. they freak me out, i can't handle not knowing what's going to happen... and today for some reason i was drawn to watching "Friends with Benefits." i just took out of the plastic today, and it's all about NEW YORK! the whole beginning is Mila Kunis' character trying to convince Justin Timberlake's character to move to New York. There's a huge flash mob scene that happens in Times Square and it's brilliant... I'm taking this movie as another sign... I swear.. I need to move to New York as soon as I can... I'm off to research.

xxoo